March 2012
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none of this feels real again
i feel so illegitimate. i saw a girls post on her tumblr earlier saying that ‘girls who do so and so dont really have an eating disorder, they are just ~ana~ and ~mia~ and are only doing it so that guy they like, likes them etc’ and now i totally feel like shit and illegitimate because the only reason i do this is because i hate myself and i want to be skinny. i thought that was what...
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“Your lack of nutrition might lead to gastrointestinal disturbances, feeling...”
February 2012
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starting a 3 day water fast today
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you'd think carving shit into your arm with an...
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i don't want to wake up tomorrow morning.
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oh my god i ate too much, my stomach is killing me
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i got high second block of school today, missed all my classes for the second day in a row. then i came home and ate everything…. :/
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new rules for self
no missing class - from now until end of year
no binging
no smoking weed at school
practice piano regularly
dont say ‘faggot’
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Anonymous asked: i think you're really pretty and not fat. I want you to have a great day today.... love, anon :)
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I'm so embarrassed to be this fat
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Anonymous asked: Why don't you have a picture of you up?
