im such a whiny bitch
its funny,

as a kid i used to love my dad so much, he was the only parent i had, and he did the best he could
but now, i feel this kind of hatred/i-dont-give-a-fuck-about-your-feelings thing towards him.
its because he knows i make myself purge, and he sees me binging, he hears me vomitting, yet he does nothing about it. ive asked him for a psychologist, but its been like 7 months and nothing has changed. its really hard to lose the respect you have for your parents, first with my mom and now my dad. makes you wonder how much they actually love you.

  • Voice: Go kill yourself
  • Voice: Stop eating pig
  • Voice: Go cut yourself
  • Voice: You're a piece of shit
  • Voice: Try fucking harder next time
  • Voice: Starve yourself fucking balloon
  • Voice: Go throw up, fucking idiot eating like that
  • Voice: YOU'RE A PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT! NO ONE LOVES YOU! NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU! YOU ARE A FUCKING LONELY LITTLE WASTE OF SPACE!
  • Voice: You look so fat today
  • Voice: They're lying, you actually look ugly